adapted from the 2011 elite gymnastics song "here, in heaven" which was written by jaime brooks and josh clancy.
lyrics
you want me to use you
so that you can feel useful
because that is the only way that you feel love
if i can be truthful
i feel like i’m the one that’s being used
can’t you see i love you? isn’t that enough?
is it ok to go through life being untouchable?
is it ok to be in love with something dead?
what happens to use if we accept that i’m unfixable?
it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i didn’t mean what i said
so afraid to tell you
this isn’t what i’m used to
but the last thing that you want me to do with you is talk
and this is how i hurt you:
by trying so hard not to
can’t you see i love you? please let that be enough
is it ok to go through life being untouchable?
is it ok to be in love with something dead?
what happens to use if we accept that i’m unfixable?
it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i didn’t mean what i said
credits
from snow flakes 2022,
released October 18, 2022
performed by conrad tao
mixed and mastered by jaime
supported by 63 fans who also own “here, in heaven [ft. conrad tao]”
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