all the sleepless nights i spent
plotting every step of this
i thought it'd be magnificent
but i don't feel any different
my final moment of revenge
everything led up to it
what an absolute embarrassment
and i don't feel any different
am i gonna make it just to live
forever with the knowledge
that every breath that i take in
should have gone to someone more deserving?
has every single thing i love
turned callous and corrupt
or is this just
the way it always was?
all the muscles in my face
are desperate to give away
the things i'm trying not to say
to anyone who'll listen
an avalanche of steaming shit
heaped upon whatever's left
of the best laid plans of mice and them
and i don't feel any different
am i gonna die because
i couldn't hide it well enough?
if i survive is it just
because some paperwork got lost?
is every single thing i've touched
now crumbling into dust
or is this just
the way it always was?
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Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
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Takes me back to my high school classroom during the days of binging Inio Asano's old manga scanlations before anything was licensed. At that time, I was discovering many kinds of Asian shoegaze, but I've never heard anything like this. Makes me think of Pasteboard, Supecar, and Midnight Pingpong a bit, and it's funny bc the first two I listen have blue album covers too. Lu
On her first release for RVNG, Discovery Zone makes lustrous, winking pop music that's equal parts pleasant and mysterious. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 9, 2024